Soooo

Pb and toast with banana (300)

Fiber 1 bar (150)

Chocolate squares (200)

Pad Kee Mow (300)

Spring roll (100)

So, so far: 1050

I can eat up to 400 calories more.

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okay okay okay

I am unhappy with my body

I’ve gained almost 10 pounds, and that’s just, ridiculous. I’ve actually gained more than that, when I think about it, I’m pretty sure I was down to 146 at one point. Now, I’m 160. Basically, everything I worked so hard for, fell to shit. I’m so angry angry angry with myself but I’ve been holding it in, plus I’ve been just eating, eating, eating, because fooooooooooood> but then I’m so upset with myself/hate myself/I’m a bitchy teen fuck. So, I need to do meal plans. I need to be a litte extreme. I’m terrible with balance. I don’t want to be unhealthy, but I need to restrict myself. And I need to stick with this. I can’t keep pleasing myself in a way that’s just punishment in the end. 

Tomorrow, I WILL stick to this meal plan. I will.

Breakfast:

1 piece of toast with peanut butter

banana

Lunch/School snack:

Fiber 1 bar

Home snack:

An egg

An apricot

Dinner:

Salad

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alltomorrowmusic:

New video: Bam Spacey - Taigan

From the album ‘Land,’ out May 22 on Ceremony.

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katharynrose:

It ain’t no use in turnin’ on your light, babe

The light I never knowed
And it ain’t no use in turnin’ on your light, babe
I’m on the dark side of the road
Still I wish there was somethin’ you would do or say
To try and make me change my mind and stay
We never did too much talkin’ anyway.
So don’t think twice, it’s all right.

It ain’t no use in callin’ out my name, gal
Like you never did before
It ain’t no use in callin’ out my name, gal
I can’t hear ya anymore
I’m a-thinkin’ and a-wond’rin’ walkin’ down the road
I once loved a woman, a child I’m told
I give her my heart but she wanted my soul

But don’t think twice, it’s all right.

(Source: yr-cherrybomb, via funeral-singers)

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spanishmonkey:

If The Devil Won’t Take You - Deep Sea Arcade

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nothingbetweenthelines:

The Shutes | Echo Of Love |

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musicilikeforyou:

Rewind - Merriment

If you’re an Eisley fan like I am, you’ll know exactly who Merriment is. As if the family couldn’t get any more talented, their one sister and brother not in Eisley happen to be  completely lovely musicians also. You just can’t stop this family! I’m not complaining however, because it simply soothes my ears. Merriment’s newest EP is out now and it’s beautiful. So check it out!

Alicia

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danceyrselfclean:

Bon Iver, Coming Down (Anais Mitchell cover done for Triple J’s Like A Version)

Wait is that Justin Timberlake as Justin Vernon covering Bon Iver for Triple J?  Okay that was a terrible joke.  But it’s been a huge year already for Vernon and company and well I’m glad that hasn’t meant they are gonna stop covering jams to perfection!  Phew they are still covering badass fiends!  Justin and crew’s latest take on another artist is a cover of Anais Mitchell’s Coming Down” for Triple J’s Like A Version (3/15/12 edition) and it is exactly what you’d expect from Bon Iver…ergo it’s magnificent.

(Source: fromgotowhoa.com, via everythingboniver)

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